Worn out

I’m old… Or at least not as young as I used to be.. (like duh you may say, but still…) Here’s what happened after my exams…

1. I sprained my ankle for no reason whatsoever.. No vigilant active sports from a strong and energetic me, no almost-tripping-and-falling from a clumsy yet cute young girl, no skipping along a rough terrain from an eager to try out new experiences/ road-curious girl.. I just sprained it.. Full stop.. Not during walking, not during running,  but during sitting.. During just SITTING I said.. Should I cry or what?? lol…

2. I’m tired. Not just physically but mentally and emotionally.. Nothing these days evoke much emotions from me.. Be it exams or holidays or religious spats in our peaceful nation or just plain daily routine.. I’m tired.. I don’t have the energy to fight nor speak out anymore.. Learnt my lesson the hard way?? Maybe.. Gained sudden wisdom?? Hmm, probably.. Lost the spark and energy? Most likely.. But lose hope and faith?? To that I’ll say never, never and still never.. (Hence Gerv, I’m equivalent to no expression now..)

3. I give up on reading the newspaper.. The headlines, yes.. The world news, yes.. The state of our country and the rising crime numbers?? That’s where I’ve given up.. I mean, it’s bad enough just as it is without me reading them and feed more emotions into the current situation.. Hence, I’ve given up on reading them anymore.. The only thing I would do is to pray for the nation, it won’t help one single eensy, weensy, tiny little bit to be agitated nor to start supporting groups.. I stand for peace. That’s all. To fight to get peace? I think that’s just plain silly.. So, sorry people if I do not understand the need to be in groups on Facebook declaring support for whatever reason or group cause to me, it still does not help one bit..

Hence, I’ve devoted myself to drama, game and variety what-not shows.. Be it Korean, English or Chinese, I’d feed my brain silly with them.. Total tv/computer addict now.. One day without some sorta show input makes me have withdrawal symptoms so… Ciaoz!! *Runs off to watch more Korean show* lol!